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Sunday, July 29, 2007
hhahahahah! it's been 123456 years since i last updated. prelims in 15 days, but to be exact, 9 days. and if i do badly for my prelims, i can forget abt taking my o's next year. hurr!!! i cant believe it!! it's my promos exam! it's in 9 days!! 9 frigging days, and i'm still online!! and i've been watching my canto show!! i watched like 6cds today!! OMG!!! THIS SUCK, I WANA PULL MY HAIR OUT!! HURRR. anyway, i finally went shopping today!! like yay!!but it was quite rush. cos stupid mel kept rushing me. hurr. anyways, i got a 2 tops from forever 21, a shirt&shorts from esprit. AND!! my aunt got me abercrombie tops from states! hahahaha, it's LOVE! and it's really cheap there. hur. i wana go there! i wana stay there. i might consider furthering my studies there. they agree to let me further my studies oversea!!! hahahaha! so we'll see where my results take me to!! hahaha. i'm feeling so fat now. i ate so much today!! )): okay, i'm off to do chem. maybe i might watch my show again, it's so exciting okay!! yay!
9:55 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
fcuktards are hell annoying. they seem to love annoying me. fcuktards la!! rarr. school again tml. i hate monday!! 4 frigging periods of F&N. and, xy has orals. so i'll be left alone. shittass. watched haunted school alone )): it's so freaky okay. but i didnt really get the ending. i've 3 more shows to go. plus my hongkong shows. no time for homework!!
i suddenly thought abt how my life will be after stc. i wonder how i'll do for o's. and whether i can get into a jc. and if i can get into uni, what should i major in. i dont really know what i wana be. i do not have any long term goal yet, i really do not wana be a disappointment again. i wana show those that belittle me that, i can achieve smth that they thought it's impossible for me to achieve. but, to do so, i need 100% self discipline. which is still lacking in me. and more self motivation!! i use to need motivators. but now, i dont really need it as i've realise the best motivation is self motivation.
take care everyone, i might need some time alone. lj should be a better place. ((:
9:45 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
i just read smth i should not have read. hurr. it makes me feel so OMFG. she's so happy. and i'm not. hurrrrr
syf night ytd. it was quite boring. but the dance was pretty good. but the hall was so warm. the big fans were not of any help.grr. and i actually missed tennis for it. gosh. i'm in no mood to blog. so bye.
you anoying brat.
10:19 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
i wana be loved. i wana get daily hugs, i wana talk on the phone with you till i fall asleep. i wana text you during class time. i wana say i love you.
!@#$%^&*((*%$$##@!! I'M SO PISSED NOW! I FEEL SO IRRITATED! I WANA CRY! I WANA SEE FIREWORKS AGAIN. I WANA LAUGH NOW!! I REALLY DO!! SOMEONE, MAKE ME LAUGH. HURRR. this suck. now, everything seem so wrong. i hope things arent that awkward?! i'm sorry.
fcucktards
9:41 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
milk run today. the weather was frigging hot and there was hell alot of people and i could not breathe! and stupid shirt cant absorb sweat though it's thin. lousy shirt man. so we all walk and walk and walk. hahahah! we took short cut. thanks to yimei. we were like idiots running in central. HAHAHAHA. great world for ben& jerry!!! then home. my legs are so tired now! and my muscle still hurts, thanks to training on friday )):
yesterday
tuition at 130.met xy and karuna at redhill then cherie and tiong. 16ed to kallang. crystal sister is OMG. she's so noisy. she thinks xy and i are crazy. HAHAHA. reached kallang, we had to walk all the way to south entrance cos they didnt let us in from the west. walk, walk an walk. saw yimei, she brought us to our seats. got drinks, talk then watch the sg vs australia match. i was high ytd. i dont know why! hahahaha. OH AND THERE WERE FIREWORKS!!!! there were heart shaped fireworks! it was love okay! if only i saw it with someone special. sigh. hurr. then we took photos when it all ended. there were some rock band playing. but the song aint that nice. crystal and i wanted to look for marcus cheah. but he aint there. so we left. we walk and walk and walk. we didnt know how to get to the mrt station. we just anyhow walk and follow people. i think we made one big round okay. i was so tired!!! )): crystal mom came and send us back.
i wana play majong tml leh! but i wana study. i didnt study today, i feel guily. whatever, i know, call me a nerd if you want. i need to study. i need to STUDY!!!
10:48 PM